Week #2.
Week #2 was great! So much fun! I'm having a blast here at the MTC and I can't get enough of it. Or well I guess I really can't, because I can't get enough sleep either haha. But I fit in a nap here and there whenever there is nothing else to do (which is never, b/c I can always study but....). It's so fun and I'm having a blast with all the awesome Elders in my Zone. They are all really cool guys, with some real goofballs who are actually really awesome as well. We have tons of fun, and learn even more. We are all very close and help each other out. Mostly in our District, b/c we have the Best. District. Ever. The Elders I room with are the funniest and funnest people ever, and the sisters are really funny and awesome and dedicated. We learn a lot from each other, and are trying to do our best to learn French every day.

Elder Zhu is probably the funniest person I've ever known, he's from China and makes everyone laugh all the time. He had this experience where they were trying to teach a lesson to our 1st investigator, and Elder Carlson and Him used cups with words on them as an object lesson. They stacked them up with a cup Labeled "Christ" and a cup labeled "God" at the top, and then stacked a cup with the name of the investigator on top of them. The investigator asked if he was higher than God, so Elder Zhu in an attempt to save the misunderstanding, pointed at the tower and said "L'eglise, tres bien!" [the church is very good!] and then he took the investigator's cup off and said "L'eglise, tres tres bien! Hospice [our investigator] tres tres bien!!!]. Haha, so the pretty much told the investigator that he and the church would be happier without him, and the investigator (a teacher pretending) just laughed for like 5 minutes. Haha, they are all super fun and we're having a blast.

I'm learning better how to teach and how to speak French even better than that (which isn't much since I'm a pretty terrible teacher, and in French I'm awful). But I am improving!!! Haha, we had a really good last lesson with our 1st investigator, and the spirit was really strong for me and my companion. We've been role playing since then, and my 1st lesson with our new investigator (our teacher playing a really convincing role) went really well! I learned to be friendly and now with some more lessons how to focus the lesson around them and for their needs, to try to really help them and make their life better. This work is about the people, and about helping them out and bringing joy and love and comfort and peace to them on this earth. I know I'm here to serve, and here to help, and I know I'm a missionary called of God.
I love to sing too. I've really come to love hymns and songs, and trying to get better at singing since my range is quite terrible. But I love to b/c its really the most times I feel the spirit. Whenever I sing a hymn, and focus on the words of it, and really open my heart to joy and to love, I can feel the spirit every time. There's a reason we sing hymns, because the beautiful words describe so well through melody so much better than most words alone can. I love singing and the spirit is so strong. I've also learned so much about love, and just caring about everyone, and singing helps me open my heart to others too. It's awesome, b/c we sing a lot, and I love it. We sing at least 3 times a day, once before a lesson, and whenever there's a devotional we sing 2 verses of about 3 to 5 songs each time. I didn't understand at first, but after my first devotional I understood why, and that's because when you sing praises and about love and God and all that is good, it will be focusing you on the spirit and the spirit always comes. So we sing to bring the spirit, and then we pray for it anyways. I love it here, I learn so much.
I learn every day here, and should be learning more, and will do my best to forget myself and get to work as President Hinckley was told by his father when he was a missionary.
To leave this message, I want to share a scripture. The spirit of God brings peace that cannot be found elsewhere. I know this and so does Nick, and you can be comforted by the Holy Ghost and by Christ's love for you. John 14:27 states: "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." So if you are every afraid, or scared, or sad, turn to Christ, and to God, open your heart truly, with all your effort, and put time into opening up your heart because it's not easy, but you know when you're heart is open to His love, and then he will comfort you. Christ wants to speak to you all, he wants to comfort us, and he loves us all individually and infinitely with such care incomprehensible truly. Elder Bednar gave a talk on love, speaking about how if one turns outward vs inward, when in pain you try to help someone else, you find the greatest joy, and truly adopt the character of Christ as best as one can. So open your heart to love and love everyone and you will always be happier.
May we all be carried away with the happiness God brings. I love it here and am having a blast. Hope you all have a great time and that the next week is great! Make it one! If you're ever down, say NO to being down and just choose to be happy no matter what! And just try to love everyone b/c everyone is awesome. Lego Movie has it right. Love you all and I can't wait to get into the work, but I also am excited to grow and learn and prepare here at the MTC. I'm just 1 month away from France, and will be there sooner than it seems.
(A depiction of me by Soeur Vincent. It actually has an uncanny resemblance, even in its majestic simplicity.)
Sincerely,
Elder Laney